Hey dham, your frenetic attacks with voodoo indicate a deeper seated issue. Throwing 10-15 cleaners at a MB just to throw a confuse is a sign of traumatically rooted issues such as PTSD.
As you have never mentioned military service but admit to being incarcerated makes me wonder if that is where your disablement comes from.
You can get help for that and I am sure your RL issues will become less frequent as well.
Despite you being a mild source of entertainment in watching you unwind, I really do pity you rather than get angry with you.